Ah. I went to the oncologist the other day. It was nice out again. I bring up the weather often because I am so incredibly sensitive to it. My body is no longer able to regulate hot and cold the way it used to. In fact I don’t even sweat on the left side of my body. It’s so frustrating to try to explain. Clothing is even painful. It burns and itches. Especially on the left arm. I try to get very soft and cozy things. Being in Texas, well that’s not always the best. I also need the pressure on that side at times. So, it will be hot and I want cold air but, I need warmth. I am just a puzzle to myself a lot of times! My body constantly in various stages and states of pain. They alter in severity and type. I am grateful my doctor’s listen.
I go for a mammogram the 30th. I have a lump. In my other breast. I don’t know what to say. I just pray it’s not cancer. I am pissed. I am sad. Chin is up! Oh, I’m lying. Just hope it’s nothing. If it isn’t I will be furious they didn’t let me get the double mastectomy.
I’m stressed out about the new administration. I am not the only one. Their policies are not exactly friendly to disabled people or the various ways people are disabled. The ignorance is vast. My only hope is the rest of America. Please don’t forget us. I also hope that other countries know that there is a vast majority of people who are appalled by the actions of this new administration. Please know this.